Full of activities and changes, that is.
While I try to work out the going back to the US, I have to:
-learn my dad's business
-help manage the house while mom is in the US
-work on completing my portfolio and application requirements
-tour balikbayan guests
-help a cousin apply for his US visa
and recently,
-work around my dad's trips to the hospital and labs.
It has not been easy. I have been praying all the time that we all be healthy in our family. I have seen how difficult it is when a member of the family is sick so it was one of my fears-especially cause I was fearful of the responsibility. I guess there is a reason why I had to be home: to take over Mama while she is away and insist that dad get checked.
Maybe it was a premonition but when I learned of dad's complaints about his chest pains, it was only a confirmation of something I felt he had. I had to insist that he get a checkup cause he is afraid of going to the hospital and finding out what he has.
And my fears have come true. He has an aneurysm in his aorta that needs to be operated on. What kind of operation, we are still to find out while he's going through many tests.
Meanwhile, it is my turn to take care of him and I willingly embrace the job despite my previous hesitancy. I want him to get better and want to be there for him the best way I can. I pray he gets better.